pretending
if I had to pretend all is fine , I'll do if I had to pretend to smile , while behind me scream , I'll do if I had forgotten , and ignored , for the peace of your heart , I'll accept I just wanted nothing troubles me ignore me forget me think I'm fine think I'm always happy your miss burden me your worry let me down I'm an adult I can take care of myself HE was always there for me I know you love me , that's enough for me Lord , keep them calm their hearts assure them that I am fine here with YOU God , my legs heavy if they continue to miss Lord , You alone are enough for me please skip them over me spicy of my language , because I love you guys because I did not want to make you worry because I want to teach you the rigors of life world is constantly changing , so I will also please just forget me ... I 'm begging you . ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::...